PAUSE LONGUE
2023
2023
WHEN THE CITY REMEMBERS MY FOOTSTEPS
THE TOKYO I WAS NOT MEANT TO SEE
Work in progress
Work in progress
In Pause Longue, I explore a unique photographic style based on slowness, blur and intuition.
My approach is based on handheld long exposures: I create images with exposures of 3, 8 or 15 seconds, without a tripod or stabilisation. Initially I used a digital camera, but later I often used a mobile phone. This fragile, almost improvised approach is an act of self-empowerment for me, enabling me to break free from traditional technical constraints and embrace a more sensory, intuitive and embodied approach.
With its aesthetic of blur, Pause Longue navigates the shifts between perception and projection, and between intimate experience and shared cultural codes. It questions how we construct our conceptions of the Other: what do we expect from elsewhere? What do we attribute to it? And what do we betray in believing we represent it? The project exposes and interrogates the latent exoticism present in contemporary artistic vision, whether imagined, critical or asserted.
However, Pause Longue is also a process of reclaiming identity. Each series marks a stage in my personal journey as a woman, as I return to places of rupture — geographic, emotional and creative — to rebuild a sense of unity. The long exposure becomes a ritual of resilience, a way to reassert my presence in a fragmented world where a sense of belonging is always fragile. For me, this process involves both inhabiting and losing myself in the city in order to find myself again.
By immersing myself in these diverse territories, I also consider how cultural narratives are transmitted. My work reveals a contemporary folklore that is both inherited and reinterpreted, and which is sometimes instrumentalised. I offer an alternative interpretation of reality, filtered through a fragmented yet lucid sensibility. I do not document. I compose, recombine and alter in order to reveal more.
Ultimately, Pause Longue unfolds as an emotional map of landmarks through which I attempt to chart the folds of memory, the mirages of culture and the silences of identity, situated at the intersection of the visible and invisible.
Autumn Time
This photographic series was born from a moment of suspension — the separation imposed by the pandemic. Three years without the possibility of returning to Morocco crystallised a feeling of emotional exile, coupled with a questioning of my autonomy as an artist. How does one continue to create when ties to the world, to family, to one’s homeland are severed? How can momentum be regained after a long inner silence?
To respond, I devised a ritual: imposing a three-second exposure on each image, as if to inscribe those three years of absence into the very body of the photograph. This voluntary constraint became a gesture of emancipation, allowing me to break away from automatisms, reclaim my photographic tool, and embrace accidents — motion blur, unbalanced framing — thereby reinventing my visual language. A quest for fulfilment, deeply intimate and artisanal.
The choice of Tétouan, the city of my summers, arose from a desire to reconnect with a long-blurred sense of belonging. I used to pass through it without truly inhabiting it. Returning as part of an artist residency, I chose to explore it in depth: walking its streets, listening to its inhabitants, gathering the stories of students from INBA and IFM. Through their testimonies, I discovered a complex, porous city, inhabited by memory as much as by aspiration.
Drawn from my emotional interpretations and recomposed fragments of reality, each work layers three to five photographs to form mental landscapes — emotional palettes where saturated colour becomes a voice, an accent, a sensory memory. These images evoke a kind of inner folklore, oscillating between reality and fiction, observation and projection, questioning the unstable boundary between lived, transmitted, and reconstructed culture.
Pause longue · Autumn Time is an attempt at self-fulfilment through detour, accident, and duration. In a world that values immediacy and sharpness, I chose slowness and blur. I chose to slow down to see differently, to doubt in order to create, and to reclaim my place — in the image, in the city, in the world.
Shades of forgotten steps
Created in January 2023, Shades of forgotten steps is a photographic series in which I explore our relationship to urban space through an approach that is both intuitive and sensorial. As I wander through Paris, my birthplace, I am not seeking to document, but to translate an inner experience: that of drifting, of floating, of losing one’s bearings within a familiar environment.
Departing from the traditional photographic gesture, I chose not to control my camera. The shutter is released instinctively, guided by my breathing, my heartbeat, my micro-vibrations. Through this practice of long exposure — each image captured over three seconds — I place myself in a slow, almost meditative temporality, one that resists the speed of the contemporary city. The result is a kinetic blur, an oscillation between the disappearance and emergence of forms, expressing a tension between visibility and erasure.
What I show is not Paris as it is recognised, but Paris as it is felt. It is not about representation, but impression. Places dissolve into a painterly haze, silhouettes fade away, lights stretch like traces of memory. This deliberate blurring speaks of an unstable relationship to the city — at once intimate and anonymous, inhabited and merely crossed.
Shades of forgotten steps sharply explores the paradox of the metropolis: hyperconnection and isolation. Solitude here is palpable, not as withdrawal, but as an aesthetic experience of the individual within the collective. I attempt to convey that vertiginous sensation of being immersed in the crowd and yet profoundly alone — of reaching the fragile instant when I dissolve into movement, when my own body loses substance and becomes vibration.
With Shades of forgotten steps, I build an emotional and sensorial cartography of Paris — a city seen not as backdrop or subject, but as a shifting interface between the outside and the inside, between public space and the private self.