PAUSE LONGUE


2023


2023

WHEN THE CITY REMEMBERS MY FOOTSTEPS


THE TOKYO I WAS NOT MEANT TO SEE

Work in progress


Work in progress

Through my evolving series Pause longue, I have been developing since 2022 a distinctive photographic language grounded in slowness, blur, and intuition. Created in Paris, Tétouan, Lisbon, and Tokyo, this series is not intended as a geographical atlas, but as a network of emotional landmarks, where each city becomes a pretext to question memory, distance, and my gaze toward the Other.

The formal principle, simple in appearance, is that of the handheld long exposure: images taken over 3, 8, or 15 seconds, without tripod or stabilisation, often with a camera, sometimes with a mobile phone. This deliberately fragile, almost improvised gesture is an act of self-empowerment. It allows me to break free from the constraints of classical technique, moving closer to a sensorial, intuitive, and embodied practice. The image is not constructed; it is captured in an in-between space — between appearance and disappearance — within the very duration of lived experience.

This aesthetic of blur, movement, and visual disorientation is never gratuitous: it reflects a troubled relationship with elsewhere, both desired and problematic. Each territory explored in Pause longue is at once familiar and distant. Tétouan, city of origins and absence; Paris, the urban matrix of childhood and solitude; Lisbon, a place of return after a rupture in time; Tokyo, a dreamed, distorted, and confronted metropolis. In every case, these are places inhabited by complex emotional memories, which the image seeks to bring forth without fixing.

The series works on the shifting ground between perception and projection, between intimate experience and shared cultural codes. My photographs question how we construct our imaginaries of the Other: What do we expect from elsewhere? What do we project onto it? And what do we betray in believing we represent it? Through my deliberate use of saturated colour, doubling, or misted monochrome, I both reveal and question the latent exoticism in the contemporary artistic gaze — whether fantasised, critical, or claimed.

But Pause longue is also a process of reclaiming identity. Each chapter marks a return to places shaped by rupture — geographical, romantic, creative — in order to rebuild a sense of unity. The long exposure becomes a rite of resilience, a way of redeploying my presence in a fragmented world where belonging is always in tension. It is as much about inhabiting the city as losing myself in it to better find my way back.

By immersing myself in these plural territories, I also question the transmission of cultural narratives. My work reveals a contemporary folklore, at once inherited, reinterpreted, and sometimes instrumentalised: whether in the visual motifs of Tokyo, in the fragments of collected voices in Tétouan, or in the ambiguity of Parisian signs, I propose a re-reading of reality through the filter of a fragmented yet lucid sensibility. I do not document; I composite, recompose, and alter in order to tell more truthfully.

Pause longue is not merely a series: it is an intimate and critical cartography. An attempt to walk, to look, to trace the folds of memory, the mirages of culture, the silences of identity. A work in motion, at the crossroads of the visible and the invisible.

Autumn Time

This photographic series was born from a moment of suspension — the separation imposed by the pandemic. Three years without the possibility of returning to Morocco crystallised a feeling of emotional exile, coupled with a questioning of my autonomy as an artist. How does one continue to create when ties to the world, to family, to one’s homeland are severed? How can momentum be regained after a long inner silence?

To respond, I devised a ritual: imposing a three-second exposure on each image, as if to inscribe those three years of absence into the very body of the photograph. This voluntary constraint became a gesture of emancipation, allowing me to break away from automatisms, reclaim my photographic tool, and embrace accidents — motion blur, unbalanced framing — thereby reinventing my visual language. A quest for fulfilment, deeply intimate and artisanal.

The choice of Tétouan, the city of my summers, arose from a desire to reconnect with a long-blurred sense of belonging. I used to pass through it without truly inhabiting it. Returning as part of an artist residency, I chose to explore it in depth: walking its streets, listening to its inhabitants, gathering the stories of students from INBA and IFM. Through their testimonies, I discovered a complex, porous city, inhabited by memory as much as by aspiration.

Drawn from my emotional interpretations and recomposed fragments of reality, each work layers three to five photographs to form mental landscapes — emotional palettes where saturated colour becomes a voice, an accent, a sensory memory. These images evoke a kind of inner folklore, oscillating between reality and fiction, observation and projection, questioning the unstable boundary between lived, transmitted, and reconstructed culture.

Pause longue · Autumn Time is an attempt at self-fulfilment through detour, accident, and duration. In a world that values immediacy and sharpness, I chose slowness and blur. I chose to slow down to see differently, to doubt in order to create, and to reclaim my place — in the image, in the city, in the world.

Shades of forgotten steps

Created in January 2023, Nuances des pas perdus is a photographic series in which I explore our relationship to urban space through an approach that is both intuitive and sensorial. As I wander through Paris, my birthplace, I am not seeking to document, but to translate an inner experience: that of drifting, of floating, of losing one’s bearings within a familiar environment.

Departing from the traditional photographic gesture, I chose not to control my camera. The shutter is released instinctively, guided by my breathing, my heartbeat, my micro-vibrations. Through this practice of long exposure — each image captured over three seconds — I place myself in a slow, almost meditative temporality, one that resists the speed of the contemporary city. The result is a kinetic blur, an oscillation between the disappearance and emergence of forms, expressing a tension between visibility and erasure.

What I show is not Paris as it is recognised, but Paris as it is felt. It is not about representation, but impression. Places dissolve into a painterly haze, silhouettes fade away, lights stretch like traces of memory. This deliberate blurring speaks of an unstable relationship to the city — at once intimate and anonymous, inhabited and merely crossed.

Nuances des pas perdus sharply explores the paradox of the metropolis: hyperconnection and isolation. Solitude here is palpable, not as withdrawal, but as an aesthetic experience of the individual within the collective. I attempt to convey that vertiginous sensation of being immersed in the crowd and yet profoundly alone — of reaching the fragile instant when I dissolve into movement, when my own body loses substance and becomes vibration.

With Nuances des pas perdus, I build an emotional and sensorial cartography of Paris — a city seen not as backdrop or subject, but as a shifting interface between the outside and the inside, between public space and the private self.

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